I've started freelancing again – a little – from home. This is great. It really is. But I have not yet found my rhythm and how to do this efficiently, and as a result I'm staying up very late to get my work done. This means I have little energy the following day and end up falling asleep every time I feed BB. We're all out of whack. BB is needing the boobie at night more than ever. Thankfully we're co-sleeping, but until I go to bed an lay next to her she will stir every half hour or so.
If you're a new mother, you're supposed to feel tired. Right? I was always a morning person. Disgustingly chirpy. I'm not accustomed to not being that person anymore. It's hard for me to deal with cemented bones during the process of waking up.
I've gone back to decaf too. The act of leaving the house for half an hour and getting a coffee – even without the caffeine – re-energises me. If I could, I would sit in cafe's with these two all day long.